kaleen

dopey

2005-11-23T08:50:00.000+01:00

why hello world lol. I feel sorta..dopey today lol. It was raining today, and i love rain, so yea..im weird lol. Im still like ecstatic over the fact that exams are over..wahoo lol. Oh ya i got back my music exam today, and i of course failed. You guys cant expect much out of me lol, i only just started the school this term though..meh meh meh. still im a lil stupid lol. like i could do this all day.. loll. n still be havin fun after 2 hours. Neways, i just recieved an email from my ol' pal britto, shes going through the whole moving thingy again..fun fun fun. I feel very british today, sumthin to do with the fact that im posting on photobucket instead of blogger. meh lol. Ugh theres only one or two weeks of school left..and i just cant be bothered to do anything. The whole idea of working when nothing your workin is on your exams is kinda..stupid lol. There like "yea this counts for ur report card so work hard" blah blah blah, ye well as if we didnt know reports were due last week.

Ugh i feel like such a hermit crab..going to new places is always so annoying for me. The whole making new friends is kinda difficult for el katho here. Ill get through it though lol. But ye.. plus people are kinda evil to me cause im american.. *sigh..* australians lol.

At least i can sing the song " im livin in the land down unda.." dadadaaaaa. lol. Well im like counting down the days to me and Vania go up to the gold coast for holidays. yayyy lol.

Good luck on those who tried out for the basketball team ciao -

2005-10-31T08:57:00.000+01:00

hehe isnt that thing cute?? lol i luvv it.

anyways im posting from Photobucket, they have this weird thing where you can post from there n stuffo. sooo ya. im a-postin. well i made a new friend today (go kathy!) lol her names vanya - shes chinese/australian. fun fun fun. so thats kinda it..lol. im not postin much i know, but like i said, more of a notice board =P .

Photobucket

2005-10-31T08:51:00.000+01:00

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

2005-10-24T08:37:00.000+02:00

argh this is starting to piss me off!

i told all of you i am NOT blogging any more. so for all of you pesky little commenters, stop urging me to post for you all. Because im NOT GOING TO. this is not a post just a warning and sort of semi notice. Im telling you all that i am not blogging any more. im really annoyed as some people are telling me that im deserting my blog, and that im too busy cause im having so much fun without u guys. well those people dont know crap. im NOT enjoying myself. some things r fun, but i miss my friends sooo much. and i already quit my blog n crud. so im making my blog a sort of notice board, where i write important things like when i go on holiday n cruddo.

ok i have another one of my ideas. Im going to make a mailing list, like i write an email that i send out every now and then and whoever wants to get that email will sign up n stuff. Well on that email im going to be writing funni links that i visited during the week, what type of events r going on the internet n blah. If anyone is interested in singing up, please comment and leave your email.

i dont think anyones going to be interested, but im going to be making the first email anyways.

2005-10-10T07:25:00.000+02:00

haha im posting -

lolllll. well i cant send any emails because at le internet cafe emails do not work. argh. so im gonna post and tell the world that i can nott email. ha. well if anyone reads this which i doubt then send me a freakin letter cause im tired of writting letters to all of you when you don't reply.

I have only recieved a letter from Michelle. Im recieving a letter from Britney soon. Satomi wtf send me sumthin girl! everyone else i dunnoooooooooooooooooooo. i dont hear from u reguarly so im not pushin my limits to try. im getting tooo busy. i start school tomorrow. blahh. uniforms suck. alright well bid me luck guys. haha.

2005-09-26T16:18:00.000+02:00

Ughhhhh -

I've decided to re-vamp K49 ..again. As i like my layout, i just made it..ha. So i'll keep that.But i've decided that what i currently offer is..crap. So i guess i'll keep posting..while i try and redo the whole navigation and entertainment crap. argh.. I've decided to start getting affiliates as well helps my blog out a little. I'm also going to create psp brushes. We'll see how this goes lol. And offer some graphics out as well. This could take a while..im not sure how long exactly. I'm just going to try and make my site a little more interesting than it currently is. ha.

My comments are messed up..and so is some other things. ah, wish me luck -

2005-09-25T10:02:00.000+02:00

being a teenager aint easy...although im not a teenager..yet... -_^ haaaaa.lol. Well what drives me insane is how my friends go ahead and comment on my other friends blogs, right and then it comes to my blog. And no one gives a crap, cause its kathryn. I havent gotten a decent comment in ages. And it drives me insane. Only one person actually cares about me..or so i get the feeling. Satomisalways reading my blog and trying to send me emails. Britneys trying but its hard for her as she has the whole move coming up. *good luck brit* Lindsey constantly emails me, which i think its great. =) . But the others dont give a crap whether im alive or not. And if you actually think imgoing to give a crap about u if u dont give a crap about me..well ur wrong there.

Well..i made this for satomi. Took me ages toe, haha. Hope ya like it..

it's kinda big so you may wanna open it up in animation shop and resize it or something. My animation shop trial ran out sadly...loll.

this is all i feel like saying cause im still pretty damn pissed. ill blog later -

2005-09-24T01:05:00.000+02:00

dont have anything to say really -

added: 3 blinkies

donations: 1 blinkie

total: 4 blinkies

i also added links to other sites, well im about to. Pixel Bee and Blinkie Bee

enjoy;)

[EDIT]

haaa im back lol. Well, i've got to say im pretty damn pissed. Some people are still emailing me while others for some reason decide not to. And my mom told me that it shows who your true friends are. Like one person i thought of as my friend, but not my bffff, or something, is always writing to me back and forth which i think is really nice. =) . And one of my bff's is really busy but i luv her cuse she always tries to email me. But im kinda dissappointed still as others who i thought i was really close to aren't writing.

Well one of my newest blinkies is the last one in the collection, it's a doll standing up with my name kathryn running down the side. hehe i thought this was cute. lolz. well topi-toe gave it to me, aka. satomi. And i love her so much for it lol, thanks satopi!

You can go visit her site here.

Pinky Cherries

haaa thanx toe! you guys can just comment any time you make a blinkie with my name on it. lolz. ill be here to add it onn. haha. I also added a few of my own. The only one that i didnt make is the last one. huahuahua. Well anyways, yesterday i met this girl, Sam, (samantha..) she's 13. We went shopping and then saw the movie "The Dukes Of Hazzard" - really crap movie lolz. And then we went shopping a bit afterwards. Then we wewnt back to her house and went swimming blah blah blah. anyways it was fun. =D .

well im gonna go now.lolz. ciao -----

2005-09-22T12:54:00.000+02:00

lolz. Im kinda hoping for a lot here..but im sooo damn desperate. ok....

i need a host

not like a host as in kaleen-49.myhost.com but like..someone who will give me a domain. haha im asking for so much. but i'm not allowed to get one with my money cuse of my parents. It's only 2 dollars a year at GoDaddy and if someone would be so kind to get it for me... i will be forever in your debt. =P . eh i bet your all like,"are you kidding me? im not gonna buy you a domain" i know imasking for a lot but come on people! do it for kathiepoo. lolz.

well anyways off that sorta subject. Im starting to collect blinkies that have my name in them. The ones i currently have i made. (some of them are crap tho..) were made by me =) . And if you peoples have any blinkies for some reason that say my name, comment and leave your website, name, and of course the blinkie. =D . Then i will add the blinkie to my collection and then have a link on it to your site. And i will also have your site in my links section. =P . Ha im like asking for all of this crap. Well you will get some visitors at your site, a) me. haha. and my host for one of my sites..i can ask her to visit lolz. And the peplke that visit my other sites will see the link blah di blah. And of course the wonderful people who visit my blog.

Hehe, please people! so just like keep this crap in mind, i want..

domain
host (like www.kaleen-49.urdomain.com)
blinkies with my name on them
and anything else special

wow i feel spoilt. =P please donate stuff cuse it means a lot to me. =)

2005-09-21T10:00:00.000+02:00

Wow, my prediction came true. Everyone in holland has forgotten about me. Well don't i feel special? Well the emails have stopped, except for one that was blank from brit. *sigh* well there goes my friends. I'm kinda forgetting the purpose of keeping my blog. Originally it was here for my friends to read while im off living in sydney. Well, the comments have stopped, which clearly states that my blog is forgotten as well. Oh yay. So i have no reason to write anymore...

I guess im writing because i want someone to see this...but you know..i mean seriously who will? I guess im writing to make my self feel better. A thing i'll do whenever im sad, angry, or just plainfully happy. I guess it makes the pain lighter for me, as ive given some away. And the happiness more a purpose as ive given some away too.

Ah who am i kidding. Im writing cause im writing. Im writing cause i feel like writing.

That's all that's there to it

2005-09-20T18:32:00.000+02:00

ughh. this is like the 4th time im trying to post. Blogger is sooo messed up these days. The guys barely ever write up updates. But i guess their last update was pretty good. Blogs on front page, Nice Idea Blogger ; ) . weeelll, im off hiatus,lolz that was fast. I was only on it for a day as i was slightly pissed with my layout, as i hated my kelly clarkson layout. I thought i could do sooo much better and i didnt..sooo, ya. This is my new layout.

It based on breakdancing an crap. blah di blah. Well enjoy it you guys, as i slaved over it for hours, blahhh. I was working on it for 3 days,=). Well, im still working on the section to your right, so don't look at me like sum sorta weirdo for having portugese on an american blog. i base my layouts on other templates, and then change the css, pictures, and blah. It's faster for me.

ciao -

hiatus

2005-09-18T18:35:00.000+02:00

In case you can't see my picture. Im going on hiatus. Yea yea i know it's stupid cuse i just moved and im a blog blah blah blah. but hey leave me alone cause i need a break. Im startng school soon (2-3 weeks) and soon ill be off to netball camp, and then switch over to soccer camp. so blah to you too.

ugh cant think of much to say... well while im on hiatus, i mite make a new layout, or just stick with this one. Comment and tell me... im also thinking of making you guys some psp brushes and letting you guys download them. I dunno though...hmm lol. Well i have other ideas..comment and ill check up at the end of next week, and get started while im off on hiatus when i get free time.

Comment below, thanks guys -

2005-09-16T07:40:00.000+02:00

LAYOUT CHANGE

POSTING WILL NOT CONTINUE UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE

ciaosignoloplz

2005-08-28T20:43:00.000+02:00

Sup dudes lol. I just made that sign randomly cuse i wus bored....lolll. in Rome ciao means hi AND bye so haha to u too. Right well im obsessedddddd. I just had a babysitting job last night (yes im 12 and i work, got a problem with that?? huh!) lol and i got a nice fee of 25 bucks. And 25 euros is about..well i dunno 40 australian dollars! lol. i swear! im rich! haha im just kidding. 40 dollars is like nuthin. Anyhoo i get my alouance today, a nice and easy 7 euros. (10 ausd) so yay, thats like 50 dollars which is good for me because i suck with money. =P

well today i went to brunas house! lol. we saw the movie The Day After Tomorrow huahuahua. i like totally pigged out on food. br wus being so picky, she like opened up the oreos and then broke em in half and only ate the side with the cream! haha. loll. Well public transport sucks. no wait let me rephrase that.

Holland Sucks

hehe. lol. Weeeellll, im totally bored. I'm not like doing much right now lol. But since my parents agreed that i could own a site as long as its on the crappy computer *aka. alexs comp* then their ok with it. Basically, i've decided to make some money off of it. haha. lol. well on a different subject..im kinda pissed. It drives me insane when people say they'll do something and then they don't. Like some people said oh im gonna go comment on your blog, but then they don't. it's like jeez if you weren't going to do it anyways then just say u weren't instead of putting me down. ho humf.

well someones been saying that for about 3 posts and it's driving me insane. BLAH - just comment dammit! I don't think they get it but wutevr. Oh and i have a rule, if you comment on mine i comment on yours. It doesn't work like i comment on yours and you never comment on mine. nah uh. so piss off person who never comments. I am no longer commenting on your blog. ha.

ok well im gonna goo...lol. tomorrow im in the hotel and i don't really feel like going to school..too many people are pissing me off. I think this is my last time on the computer. I love my blog and i swear i will keep it forever. As long as people comment this blog will stay alive.

ciao

Commenters: Satomi,Bruna

2005-08-26T13:40:00.000+02:00

ahh this is sooo weird. lol. The moveres are currently here and they are packing up everything. so its hard to move around lol. I think im like annoying like in the way all the time cuse likeme and my bros keep on fighting haha. and alex got pissed and hes like shut the f*** up! lollzzz. Well i saw the Cat In The Hat yesterday. Mike Myers is ok i guess. lol. it had dakota fanning in it! And if you lot knew you would know i love dakota fanning lol. Ok we have another mover guy who just said "hello!" and liek shook my hand and i wus like..errr hi? haha.

Well....monday. Right. I went to britneys house along with Maria, Lindsey, Jenny, and melina. Well i arrived and maria wasn't there but everyone else was, so we went up to brits room and just chilled and talked a lot so lol. brit plugged in her ipod so we could do stuffo and blah. Well mari came, and then we went back up and continued talking. Then we came down to eat some salad. lolll. Then britney gave me a present lol. haaaaaaa. It was this little booklet that had pictures and memories of my 2 years at isa. fun fun fun. And also this shirt that says "Drama Queen" haha. lol gooo brittie! Well the pizza came, we ate pizza, and then britney opened her gifts. I gave her this perfume. and lol i thought this was funny, melina gave brit the same bag she gave me for my bday, that was 5 bucks..u know..lol. So brits like eer thanks. And i started cracking up lol.

Well we watched some good old tv, before her dad came home. then we had cake! wahoo! lol.... well we sang happy birthday horribly cause brit wasnt singing with. lol. haa sorry taking a short interval -

The lion king is playing rite now on the radio and all the movers (7 men) are singing along.

HA

well we ate cake! lolit was cheese cake. and then we got ourselves changed before watching Americas Next Top Model. huahuahua i made fun of everyone of course =). Well when we were done watching, we got in bed, and hit the lights.. and so we started talking and everyoen was sitting on the floor in the middle. and then people started saying oh im gonna missu kath ya me too blah blah blah. And i was hugging brit at the time and i like started crying! lol i feel lamee

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For those that don't know, i barely ever cry

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well lindz and brit were makign me feel better by saying its ok and stuff, and so did mari. But then friken melina said, "guys just think, im leaving in a year!" and then i think it was mari lol, "shut up meli kaths leaving in a week" "dont be so self centered" i swear the tears stopped then. i almost laughed, so it turned out to be like a hacksnort. loll. So i went back in bed and then just sorta stopped talkign for a while. Lindz and the others started saying stuff and then maris liek Kath are you awake?? and then she meant to hit my nose but she poked my eye! haha lolll. it hurt tho..mainly because i went straight in my eye wen it wus open. so i checked it out in the mirror. mari was feeling bad, and i said it wus ok. cuse it wus. but i think she thougt i wus mad at her..but i wus mainly mad at meli. alrite well thennnnn....

brit got goldfish! lol so we ate and ate and stuff. i kidna made a mess. lol. wel then like 30 mins later i took two goldfish and meli said, "kathryn stop eating" so the first thing came to mind, "meli, fuck u" haa i swear she like shut up for the rest of the night.

well cum morning we all got up packed up r stuff and got changed. then we had pancakes with like cinnamon and crap. they were good ;) lol. well then everyone left cept me so i talked with britney. We were making fun of melis bra! she claims that her chest grew (cough cough) and well shes flat. cept she wus wearing like a 5 inch bra (ok ok...lol exaggerating but still) it wusliek majorly padded and it looked funny. and then she like wore it up by her neck so it wus like in the wrong place majorly.

well anyways then i left, and did stuff later that day.Ok i cant be bothered to write wut i did yesterday blah blah blah. So basically today i plan on stopping by the school and saying hi and giving some people these picture frames with pictures of us in it. sooo yea.

ill chat later. leave me a comment yall.

2005-08-20T21:46:00.000+02:00

As you can see my picture is a mini pic of a layout. lol, yes that's right. I made a new site. lolllll. I know i know, i probably will barely be able to keep up with it, but i'll try. Which reminds me, I'll only be able to post twice a week, as moving is getting a little hectic. Same goes for my new site, twice a week. I'll try to fill in the important details for you guys, so you aren't missing out ;).

Right, my new site. Well it's called

Kay Designs

and it's basically a graphic site. You can view the site here or, if you just want to view the layout, click on the pic above and the enlarged pic will pop up in a new window. ;). I plan to open the site after i have moved to austrailia and have settled in my new house. (october lol) Sorry guys lol. Maybe i'll try to open it up before i move. Wait...maybe not lol.

Ok moving details, for those who do not know (michelle - cough cough) I am leaving on the 1st of September and the movers arrive next thursday. Oh bliss. So if todays Saterday the something, then thursday will be the Something. Awesome. lol.

Well i'd love to go on and on about my life the past couple of days, but a movies on and some Prince Cookies are a-callin. ciao peeps -

Commenters: Satomi,Michelle

2005-08-17T11:04:00.000+02:00

Right well i dont wanna make this post long as for those who noticed, my last post was LONG. Right my surprise..ok first thing, i have to explain my previous post in more detail. to me, piling on the pounds means im eating too much candy. lolz. or at least thats what my mom said. So the issue is im addicted to candy and lol im not really that fit. haha to u too. lolz so i went out for a run and realised i couldnt remember the last tiem i went running (lol lol lol) so im going running more often. Is that ok with you lot? I'm not literally fat, im just very mean to myself like everyone else is mean to themselves too. You cant blame me for it. =) so dont get mad if i say stuff bout myself, because its what im currently thinking. (this is a blog lol) and dont tell me stuff i say about myself aint true either cause that just gets me mad, i hate pity i dont know why...

Right, the surprise, well if you look to your left

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ok if you look down and to your left, you may have noticed that in my links section, i have two new links. One is Pixel Names, and the other is Movie Theatre. Well the Pixel Names, if you click on it, one of my previous posts will talk about me giving you lot pixels n crud. huahuahua. i've already made a few, and they are all transparent, so if you want it, take it. lolz, but link me back or ill get pissed. =P huahuahuahua. lol i shuld find a new evil laugh... Well the Movie Theatre, is my main surprise thingo. It isn't finished yet, but what will happen is you will click it right, and then in a pop up window it wil open showing you this theatre called Kakey Movies (my invention...lol) and then there will be a list of funny internet movie clips that u can click and will be able to watch there. haha, i'm going to give you lot something thats ACTUALLY useful lol. Anyways work in progress cause lol, all movies aren't the same size. You can comment below on which ones you want to see. hehe.

Right well i'm gonna go now because well short post like i said. Keep in mind everything i said before. This is a blog lolz. And if you seriously don't like it then shoo off. lolz. Oh in the pixel names, the only pixel names i have of my friends so far are Britney, Bruna, and Alice. lolz.

Commenters: Satomi, Britney

2005-08-16T16:11:00.000+02:00

i love this picture. Maybe i should make a blog template or something out of it...hmm...i dunno. well im all fucked up. *scuse my french* michelles ignoring me, and im pilling on the pounds every second. Well let's take a breather from the bad news. and talk about the good. I GOT AN IPOD!!! lol. its awesum!! mini n pink! lol. right bak to bad news. michelles ignoring me, im getting fatter lol, my days left in holland are drifting by... blehhhhhhhhhhhh. living in the shadow of someone else's dream. oh i forgot to mention i stained one of my shirts with cranberrry juice!

Right, the michelle thing. Well.. i think she's avoiding me or something. i'm not sure though. i guess i should just throw the thought away. but im talkin to all my friends and im like oh i just posted and they say oh we'll go comment and so did michelle but she never did. she hasn't been to my site since 2 posts ago. =(. and she isn't talking much to me on msn...oh well.

Ha the getting fatter thingo. well my stomach is like a lil bulp of fat. So decided to go running 4 miles. Death death death. i wus sooo friggen tired!! bleh :(. well im going to try and go running, maybe i dunno 3 times a week. and get into a bit more shape. But my brother said that when we move to austrailia the first month he'll teach me how to play soccer. (cause my bros really good)

Well i must say i have been putting off posting...i havent been online for 24 hours! until i posted now. lol. I was actually going to add more songs to my ipod right now but i thought i can't put off posting any longer or i'll forget my blog exists and not post for a month (like i did last time lol). I'm also preocupied with ths puzzle i just bought. 1000 pieces. Oh dear Lord. lol. if anyone wants to drop by my house and give me a hand, let me know!

OK im working on this big project, and im not gonna tell yall till im done. It's a major surprise. i as talking to one of my affiliates about it, and now she's making a project for her site too =S lol. Well i've had my layout for a week, and so far, im liking it. it's pretty good, no? I might make a surfing one and change to that one in november. Or maybe one for the OC - just out of pure randomness.

I just remembered...i was supposed to post yesterday and tell you all about sunday. So, i'll tell you about sunday now i guess, and also monday lol.

Well on Sunday, our family with my cousins family went for a bike ride. It was short really not that far, but out in this area near the Mirandapool thingo. Well we got a drink talked for a bit and then biked back to our house. I was glued to the computer that day lol. So later on, we went out for Indonesian food (indonesian?) and harry got mad because the staff thought he was just a kid (he's 14! lol) so he refused to eat. So i decided eat eat eat my heart out on the little appetisers lol. After we went to the park and we played some two on two basketball. Then we decided to start playing some soccer. These two dutch guys joined in (harrys age) so we made teams of three. Me, Harry, Dutch Guy One. Conor, Alex, Uncle Mike, Dutch Guy Two. lol.

And...i scored two goalss...lol. after about 20 tries..haha. so thats sunday done. On monday my cousin left, so it was just our family trashing our house... that my moms trying to clean up cuse were moving lol. Well went shopping on monday with my mom (ask britney lol she knows ALL the details) and thats when i got my ipod :). well i biked up to the mall with my mom and then biked all teh way back. So presto with that one. :). leme see...after that i think i was lying about the house the whole day. lol. And then i sat down on the computer TRYING to figure out how the hell you work my ipod. Got it eventually..but then it was time for bed. lol.

So today i woke up, made eggs, and then added songs to my ipod. Took a shower, got changed, tied back my hair. Attached my ipod to my shorts, walked to the park. Started running. Puff-puff puff-puff in-out in-out. lolz. So 4 miles it was. very tiring in deed. Came back, trevor came over. Harry and trevor were workng with harrys ipod..or something. i tried my puzzle, got nowhere. watched 3 mins of tv before coming down here to post.

Hi. lol yesus tht was a long post. Well comment guys cause the comments are becoming less and less. Got one new commenter, lost one commenter. Ok here's a poll for you lot. Comment and tell me what's the funniest internet movie thingo you've ever watched. And then next post, i have a surprise for u all.

Commenters: Bruna,Satomi

2005-08-14T18:40:00.000+02:00

Hello fellow bloggers - or just hello people? Alright my attitude has improved since friday. Mainly because im getting paid my alouance today. Alrightey well barely anyone commented tut tut, only two people!! other sites get as much as 50..anyhoo. I might as well start offering something. Im not really into dolls but you know i can just add a maker as an option for you lot to go use. I've also made some graphics ... aren't so good but i mean ey their good enough.

Well i just got changed as we are going out to this indonisian resturant (indonesian?? lol sp) Well im wearing blue jeans (H&M SALE - 17.95), dark blue top that says Daddys Little Girl (Aeropostale $15.99), white denim jacket (Aeropostale $34.99), Shell Bracelet ($1 store - uh guess..), Silver watch (Nine & Company $???) and finally a necklace that someone gave me and i have no clue where they bought it from. Well anyways oo woops also a belt from Aeropostale...lol cant memba the price.

Im kinda in this thing with Michelle. Shes sorta mad at me. And its annoying because shes taking everything out on me when i did nothing really.. well i did do some things. Not fair well i talked to her on msn today and i started getting mad at her. And all she wanted to do is just be friends. Although i had to get my point across that she cant blame me for everythign thats wrong in her life. She thinks i never want to talk to her again which is not true. She's my best friend and if anything happened to her i would die

K well i need to get going as well dinner here i come. I'll write what i did today tomorrow. Bye everyone -

Commenters: Michelle, Bruna

2005-08-12T22:19:00.000+02:00

GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! ughhhh, i had written the longest post to entertain you all AND IT GOT DELETED! blah blah blah blah. grrr blogger is driving me insane lately. Sometimes it won't even let me post when i put < / a >tags. Blehh all i can say to that is i have a link and if i don't put< / a > it wont work!! argh.

Well my cousin is here from america, hes well ok i guess. Annoyed me yesterday though when he said that he hasn't even seen me i've been on the computer the whole time he's been here. Well for starters NOT TRUE. It drives me insane when people exaggerate (exaggerate??) because your saying something that isn't even true which will only get the person even more mad. So when he said that i have to say i have been spending some time on the computer, but i mean i've spent more time wondering the house and watching tv then computer!. ughh. So he said it again later and all i could say back was: "Shut Up" lolz.

Well on Thursday, we saw this movie called Identity. I mean sure the suspense was kinda freaky with all the scary music, but i have to say...not a horror movie. it was rated 16 though all the same, and while i'm 12 (still not old enough to see pg-13) i've seen R rated movies. For instance, i snuck into Wedding Crashers with my brother (14) and hell was it funny. lolz. Anyways my little bro (9) was freaked out a bit, and my cousin...(12) he was freaked to death. I swear he was closing his eyes and had his fingers in his ears. ????? wasn't even scary.

Well he threw up later (either the dominoes pizza...or the movie) and it like landed in our neighbours back yard. lolz. it was pretty sick!! there was all this puke on their garden, lol. And then since we were locked outside on the terrace (me, my cousin, my uncle mike) my cousin Conor (might as well mention his name...) had to go to the bathroom, so i turned around as he pissed into my neighbours garden. Thank GOD we're moving to Sydney!! I'm going to write at the bottom of each post who commented on the post before this one. so.. ahh well... slightly bored here so i'll give this a rest. Ciao -

Commenters: None

2005-08-11T20:18:00.000+02:00

ok im making this post short and sweet. Im trying to test out this sorta thing where i write this code and this smiley shows up blah blah blah. btw i haven't been posting in like a yeaarr cuse im too busy setting up my other blog. can kathryn handle two blogs?? nee orrrrr lolz. well im gonna try out my smileys now =) <--- tht wusnt one lol. alrightey well i promise to update laterz and actualy have stuff to say!

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2005-08-05T17:43:00.000+02:00

aha just fixed my internet. lol. It was like totally messed up, everything was all big =S. Sorry for like not updating for a whole month... i tink it was actually a month exactly..must check up on that. Well im moving if i didn't already mention. Austrailia woohoo. Im sick of amsterdam anyways. But im going to miss my friends so much. Right time for a change of templates, this one is driving me insane lol. Im going to choose one that no-one has chosen yet. And maybe use some foo fighters music...actually no i'll use the song Where Is Your Heart by Kelly Clarkson. It's like a slow song. Well this site is going to be dedicated to my life. lol, so yea. You guys that actually visit (1, 2 ....3 people?) you guys can read up on what i do in austrailia. Well this is like a pointless post but yea. oh ya decided im going to COMPLETELY - (completely?) redo my personal section. Make a little more..neat? Alright well im off to work i guess. bye all -

2005-07-04T14:04:00.000+02:00

I thought this picture was really cute!! lol. well now blogger has allowed me to upload pictures onto their server (ha) n so lol here i go. Well not much has really happened...well ok this weekend was fun lol. MAJOR shopping trip... =) lofl (laugh out friken loud - if u didnt no) so neways. i got lots of stuffo, dont feel like listing it all tho so basically i got some nike crap, puma crap, rebok crap, oh and addidas crap. Yes it is official as some of you may have guessed (or have been told by me) i am becoming a tomboy lol (the pic doesnt help tho lol) not like I wear seriously boyish clothes like i pick em out from that side, but like i wear stuff thats like ahtletic clothing n i dont care how i look like (most of the time) and basically ya. lollipoppers. haha ahh i seriously miss my friends right now. i really wanted to see toe but she culdnt come over [mad face mad face mad face] =( lofl. so neways besides that. i was looking on brunas blog and i saw this link to this site, and basically you write stories, post em up and people rate them. fun fun fun. so i signed up. but i can't upload any stories till another 3 days which gives me plenty of time to actually write a story. My idea for a story was to have it like a hometown story. mmm...ok so here are main bits...

Girl, 14
lives somewhere remote (quiet blah blah blah) n a very small town and everyone knows each others buisness. but uh i need names of small towns and there locations in the world. please comment and give me ideas.
lives with her mom. dad left family wen she wus born
on her 14th bday tells her mom shes gonna find her dad blah blah blah
n le adventure begins haha. lofl.

so basically she'll set out and try and find her dad maybe encounter some sort of issue. blah di blah blah blah. its either that story or ....

girl (lofl) 21, has lived in a small area all her life and wants to get out. the she takes a train and does sumthin to make the most of her life. woohoo.

alright u guys have to comment and vote on which idea is better, and u have to give me tips on it. loll good luck dudes. ....Adios -

2005-06-29T19:44:00.000+02:00

no no no i do NOT like hilary duff i jst cant find another sign to use lol -

alritey well i haven't posted in ages. do not kill me it aint ma fault lol. well school ended. duh. and ya here i am. im at bball camp this whole week and well, the lunch sucks for the most part lol. oh ya in case i didnt mention im moving for sure so like ye.. austrailia ..ye. alright i dont feel like talking im just gonna write sumthin down just like thoughts i have -

the more i fly i seem small

its the things i acomplish,

the things other people cant

the more i think about it

its not words for words

its whats inside you

its the silence of your heart

look for what people dont say

not what people do

thats their true message

the more i look around me

the more i see change

white not treating black well

black doing the same

we keep on fighting

the world is madness

bombing and terrorism everywhere

when some are innocent

not giving someone a voice

ur locking away their heart

and throwing away the key

stand up for urself

people in this world cant lately

whats wrong with everyone

this is my home

i want peace

i want equality

the way everyone wants it

to get it i have to fight

but no-one follows

i stand alone

my voice may be small

but my message is big

give me a chance

i want to live

2005-06-15T18:36:00.000+02:00

Dont it always seem to go..that you don't know what uve got till it's gone -

no-one will read this as it is well..i havent posted in ages and this culd well be my last post so im adding it. Basically we r 95% sure that we are moving to austrailia. great. i personally don want to move but then again everything is getting messed up here so..bleh. When i go its gonna be winter for a start..blehhhhhhhhh. i dont want to move i want to stay here. this bites. well i guess i might as well deal with this i mean moving cant be that bad..ill make new friends..i guess. can still do my blog and melis site so thats one bit saved. i guess i wasnt made for a long lifestyle..i have to move on every once in a while i guess.

kathryn

2005-06-09T20:26:00.000+02:00

lol i took the sign from bru's blog..if u click it it'll send u there. anyways..i havent posted in the longest time. well leme catch up on wat ive been doing..

got surgery on wednesday..(eeeekkkkkkk)
stressed over science project..major snore..
got invited to alice p's party..
organised my party..(i culdnt invite sum ppl cause of my mom..)
stressed over michelle

basically the only important bits in there are well surgery, and the michelle thing. i dunno wut it is..me and michelle spent the whole weekend together every day..together doign stuff. and then suddenly she just isnt talking much at school. it's messed up and im freaking over it cause i overreact with everything but i just dont wanna lose her as a friend. but shes been like ignoring me this whole week..all i got out of her wus "hi, sup?" ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i think its to do with me..but oh well. ok well alices party this sunday and ive decided on what to get her *mehehe*

band against racism
2nd KK cd
Personalized KK cd
Red Hot Chili Peppers cd (loll)
mm 1st KK cd (if i can)

thts a lot of stuff so lol. maybe the 3rd KK cd..i might make a 3rd..lol....well thats all i felt like talkin about..my surgery is too digusting to talk about..and well the michele thing i dont have anything else to say. science is el stupido n my party..wutever. OMG lol i just remembered...

my dad left for singapore today lol. he wont be coming back for another two weeks..(big woop..) ah sum1 is listening to "Celebrate good times cmn!"lol from outside kinda funny actually ^-^ ok well muchachos..

xoxo
kathryn

june 04

2005-06-04T18:21:00.000+02:00

Hallo -

mm im so tired...lol. ok i have to tell u the WHOLE story pretty much. It started yesterday when well the day began etc..etc..

Melinas having trouble she didnt no how to get to the mall bleh bleh bleh..so she asks me for help and lol i agree. so me satomi meli and marian (melis lil sis) head off for the mall. i buy a swirl (seriously addictive..the girl gave me a big one wen i asked for a small..eh...lol) and then we head off into the shops. meli ends up buying this slightly hilarious tank top (it looked cute on her in teh changing room but at the dance the mixture of disco lights and soda kinda made it shine out weirdly) that says "D-GIRL" well then we get round to leaving and it starts to rain so we run and stuffs until we get to the tram and then we took the tram and got bak to school. ( i keep makin so many spellin mistakes.lol ignore that) so were at school and we meet the other kids and then we start talkin using their makeup..socializing..using their makeup. u no lol. so then it cums round to the dance and then im ther i dance a lot and lara comments on how crap my singing is (sum1 finally noticed) and i wus like yea i no but she wus like STOP SINGING and lol i kept on to annoy her. well teh music sucked and no1 wus dancing practically. i didnt get asked to slow dance at any of the songs exceopt for the last song whcih wus by jun hee but im pretty sure he wus forced to. so the dance ended and i hav to go home with my bro by tram with quani keyaira trevor and manuel well the first tram goes past and me and keyaira didnt run lol. and so manuel got on but we didnt. n the guys started complainin. so we wait for liek 30 mins and then the tram cums. we get on ansd we see manuel waiting at the next stop so he got on as wel. the tram goes all the way to the wtc b4 it breaks down, and the tram 5 wusnt cumin for another 20 mins. so we walked. on the way i pulled on my jeans under my skirt cause i wus freezinnn. lol n so cause of tht me and keyaira got behind so we started shoutin really random comments. like, "if u stop we'll give u candy! or money! I LOVE U NOW STOP" hilarious lol. and so they finally stopped and so we were liek celebratin b4 we realised it wus cause they were shouting at this person in a building. it wus shay. so we kept shouting "SHAY!" and manuel wus whistling and we woke this guy up on the first floor it wus so funny. and eventually shay came down and all we said wus hi and then we left, lol. POINTLESS. so in the end we get home after tht. its liek 12 pm by then..lol..end of story..

ok well im talkin to michelle. shes tired and well so am i. im tryin to get her to cum and hang out with me as i think its one of my last days. well she agreed =) . so now im meetin her at the mall were we will go shoppin (3rd day in a row..or 4th day this week..i stil have money lol) ok i left this post hanging and i just came bak from the mall lol. hahahahahaha tht made absolutely no sense. lol. BaCkBeAt. sry dont no wut it means but lol its in this song. Well...i dont like anyone at all. Ys thats right i like no one at all. No one, no one, no one, no one. I mean y shuld i evn care? im only 12 so heck who gives? Well apparently if i dont move this year we might move next year and if i dont move next year then its the year after tht lol. Awesome. ye sure.. ive decided i wanna stay here with michelle. our weekend trips mean a lot. well im gonna b here for as long as i can. sure my school sucks and some other things suck too but it all adds up to something spectactular..right? wutever happens ill know its for a reason and for the greater good.

I dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

2005-06-01T16:42:00.000+02:00

this chapters gonna be a close one..smoke rings i no ur gonna blow one -

loll. singing sorry im currently TOTALLY addicted to red hot chili peppas.. =) in case anyone wanted to know, this friday we have a dance [oh woopee.. =P] and well i dont feel like going. haha all my friends are like "cmn kath!" im just thinkin eh i dont like anyone so wuts the point? well im going anyways (lolll) but hey it gives me a reason to buy some more clothes =) . Tim is like gonna ask sum1 to go for sum reason lol. hes like nah i dont like anyone but im gonna ask someone..lolll thts messed up. cause hes like jelous of his hague friends cause they all have dates or wutever. ok back on another subject..eh well only like 2 weeks more of school (YES!) so i have to start well doing stuffo. some of my friends are leaving so i mite get them stuff. and well i mite be leaving..

i no this is gonna sound stupid and all but i mean no-one really reads these posts...rite? so im just gonna spill out everything now. Ok i like tim and i've liked him since 5th grade ive just kinda never told anyone cause well yea.. anyways i liked him evn while going out with david which is dumb yet still.. ok i wish he wuld ACTUALLY LIKE ME i mean its been wut..2 years? cmn blehhh. ok so i hope hed ask me and actually like me or sumthin. And then thers well i kinda like jun hee still and im dyin to get his attention but im pretty sure he dont like me so im givin up =P and about moving.. well the thing is ive kinda been like, "moving..oh well wutever" but actually i really dont wanna go..it pains me too much to leave my friends. I dont wanna start a new life, the one i have now is fine and i wanna keep it. Tell you the truth... when i left england and everything i was like oh moving yea im fine with it im fine. but the first night in holland i just cried the whole night. it was like 2 in the morning and i couldnt get to sleep i wus just crying..

i think i've said too much..but no-ones gonna read this anyways..

2005-05-29T21:26:00.000+02:00

Beyond The Medow

I sprinted. The cool wind brushed against my face as i pedelled on. My cheeks were a fire burning red, and my hair a damp brownish black. Exceleration. The thrill of being a kid, running your fastest until it hurts. The energy raced through me. I glided down along the pathway until i heard a small whine. Michelle. I laughed and slowed down for her to catch up to me. Freedom was all i felt as i biked past the trees, alone in the adventure. I pulled to a hault and felt beeds of sweet trickle down my chin. I shook my head and grinned as michelle came closer to me with her small whine of relief. "Kathhhh," michelle was panting, it took her a lot of effort to meet up to me, "can we take a break i'm dying." The mention of ice cream brought michelle's hopes up as we continued our route. I paused and gasped. I looked out. Alone on a hill we gazed out at the view. It was breathtaking. Miles and miles of flowers and trees lay before us. I took the moment into mind but left it hanging as i started racing off, michelle stood motionless as i laughed and yelled out into the distance. Free.

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for those who didn't get the first paragraph..well i wanna b an author so im just gonna base my book on my life and the events tht took place. Starting with today half way through mine and michelles bike trip. You can comment on what i should add to these small bits or comment on whether u liked it or whether it was crap lol. Im only 12 give me a break, lol.. well im gonna go watch tv ill cya ll round..

flying free ~ Kath

may 29th

2005-05-29T16:40:00.000+02:00

Hellooo -

ok michelle is at my house right now so i'm posting this while she's here which makes like no sense since she's the only one who's going to be viewing my blog since i changed the addres..lol. So i made it www.swiss-made.blogspot.com swiss made is like a phrase that means "the art of falling apart" i read it on bumper sticker..lol. now its michy typing, kathy is on the piano... we had fun today, 4 hour=40k bike ride... we r so tired now, and i michy still as to bike back home. kathy is playing lovely music, i am listening to her, she sais she sux but yeah... everyone thinx they suck... lol... kathys toe is ok now and yeah... its a bit better but has to get surgery this week i think... im also good... lol im so tired from the bike ride tho... we had a lot fun,had some pit stops for ice cream, named a raven(bird jake) and yeah... oo now its kathy again. ok well basically michelles playin the piano now lol.

Ya michelles really good..yea..*covers ears* lol..lots of talent there michelle. ok i've decided i'll let satomi view this as well since like well shes my BFFFFFFF etc.. etc.. lol. Ok i dont know about moving. The only place i would be ok with moving would be moving to philidelphia... ok back to michy, kathy is playing da piano again... ok well im also gonna let topi see my blog aswell. but she has t0 promise taht she wont tell any1 bout it... she cant tell any1... so kath and topi r my bfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff's in the whole entire world and so yeah... cuz our blogs r totally private.... lol... kathy is having fun and she is a talent... lol *clapping for kathy* well also anyway the bird we named jake n jake kept bouncing onto kathys new bike... it was so funny and so we had to shoo it away with ice cream but it wouldnt work, ok back to kathy, ill go have fun on da piano... lol hiya'll wait im gonna do a paragraph -

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tata

2005-05-28T23:49:00.000+02:00

Hallo -

Im deciding not to use a glittery thingo when i post today..lol... mainly cause i cant find one anyways. Well no i did not make this layout lol. I got it off a site and so lol now im using it, well im soaking my foot in like detergent that you use to wash your clothes. how does this help ur asking? i dunno lol. Well im gonna add a song i was thinking Cant Stop by el chili peppas. by then i dunno i think satomis using it (BLEH) even tho i told her bout it =(. Umm...i dont no wut to use i think Blurry.... ya im gonna use blurry, and next month when i change layouts i'll use a nirvana layout and use the song heart shaped box (v. good) uh..oh ya in my personal section i've decided to like re-vamp it and use diff stuff.. Cause the whole idea of writing down next to the objects is annoying..but then i cant use the + thingos cause my friend bruna is using it...UGH. so i dont no wut to use. i mite just use brunas thingo and do the pluses but then have x's as well to show my hates lol. ok sorted ttyl peeps..btw it wus my bday yesterday...lol..ok kathryn over and out -

ciaoo

2005-05-26T01:34:00.000+02:00

hey guys -

this post will be short as im working on some stuff. Yes i did change the template (for those tht noticed) and well im using it as a kinda temporary thing. I'll keep it for now as right now im making a layout myself. It will be based on the band counting crows..so we'll see how that ends up. I'll talk to you guys later - ciaooo

2005-05-25T04:14:00.000+02:00

Im officially pissed at melina. i dont know why but i just feel as though for once she could at least lay off and stop being so high maintence (maitnence?) so basically thats it lol. well today was hilarious, i was staying after school and me chichi and bru were talking u'no..and then chichi said, "u'no izzy reminds me of u bruna in 4th grade"
bruna says.. "why?"
"Because you always said ew"

and then in the background isabelle shouted right on time as soon as she said it, "EWW" it wus so funny! we were cracking up, we were laughin for like 5 minutes. Ok i have a lot of hw lol. im surprised omers talking to me cause he normally ignores me like u no a lot because well im me ad to him im a wall im guessing. so it wus a strange convo. well, we have the "fling ding" next week (fling ding..now im scared sum1 tell akib to get a reality check-) in other words Spring Fling. It's just like a dance...with dinner..lol. I might ask my mom for some money to go buy an outfit or sumthing for my bday, or ill ask her for a 100 dollar gift card on aeropostale. *mehehe* so yea, i cant think of anything i actually want for my bday...lol. Well apparently melina hates lindsey and well shes starting to bug me but i dont hate her..and me and lindz mite have a shared bday party..so we'll see how that turns up lol. Maybe something like i dunno..a swimming party and then sleep over thingy planned at lindzs house. ok i cant really think of anything to say now lol. Well jun hee knows i like him (woopee...) lol so now its just freaky. Now its like wutever ya'know? lol keep using this apostrophees [i cant spell if u didnt notice lol]. well i gotta work on english cause otherwise im screwed so pray that i can write a 600 word essay starting from scratch. Cya'll [i used it again lol] ok kathryn over and out -

2005-05-23T16:54:00.000+02:00

I've learnt a lot today. Not things to generally do with school, but things about myself.

a) i suck with pain
b) if i take care of myself i wont go through pain
c) forgive and forget, give people second chances - you know they would for yourself
d) lifes a rollercoaster - its fun and sometimes not so fun. who cares, enjoy the ride!
e) stay away from knives - u rnt good with em
f) try ur hardest who knows what you'll achieve

lol im in like serious good mood, im listening to Avril Lavigne (lol sad yes...but one song i like). I stopped the prank.it wus mean. And well everyones calling me mean now, but who cares its their problem, =P. well after talking to jun hee i kinda blurted out that i liked him (lol my timing sucks) but eh oh well..were friends =D. i think....muahahaha. Well im gonan hit him on the head every day just to be annoying, but well you know friendly cause we r friends. Ok ummmmmmmmmmmmmm....... *thinking* AH MY TOE! lol this i should mention it connects to my pain story. Alright, i went to the docters (concering mah toe..boo ya..lol) ok basically i didnt get surgery (THANK GOD) but well i did go through a LOT of pain. I still have my toe nail [i can wear sandals woopee - btw im using [] now because i used () too many times] weeellll i dont really like this layout anymore. It was good before but i wasnt feeling too good about myself than so like lol. i didnt show i wasnt feeling good i just kinda yea..lol. i cant explain today =P. Ok i started this post at 4:54 pm and now its 5:20 pm. so when i end posting lol i'll check teh time and you can comment and make fun opf how long it takes me to post and how im so distracted that i cant even post this in enough time! Oh god it took me 2 minutes to write that. lol. Ok well im getting off track i have to post in detail about my pain! - lol

Ok basically we arrive at el doctoro and were late [thanks to me - notice how im using [] lol]we had to wait for 40 mintues. I finished my book and yea. ok so we FINALLY are able to go and get to talk to teh doc. [wassup doc? - ill shut up now lol] so were in the office he looks at my toe with this nasty sharp prodding tool [prod prod] and then he starts prodding away [prod prod] until he starts talking to my mom [prod prod] so hnes like demonstrating on my toe [prod prod]while it still KILLS [prod prod] and so then he stops prodding [-] ok then he goes bak to hsi chair starts murmering in dutch. and then grabs this GIANT SHARP POINTY TOOL and stars cutting [cut cut] and it hurts so i say ohhhhhhhhhh or owwww [cut cut] and so then he stops and grabs this thingy to liek gther all teh blood [cut cut] n then he murmers in dutch cause my toe wont stop bleeding [cut cut] continues cutting [cut cut] and then stopsss finally [-]. im dying at this point =P. so yeaaa...the story of my toe cutting.

ok well right now alice wont tell me this thing but at first i cared but then i noticed its this kind of attention thign wen u want ppl topay attention to u and keep asking "no no tell me" so i pretty much decided wutever its either an attention thing or its jusrt her buisness and she doesnt want me to know. so i just thot ok ill stop asking wutever...so im talking to her right now. but she thinks im freaking out or sumthing. wutever if she thinks that im that type of person whos uptight its fine with me. i dont care wut she thinks personally, and if she doesnt wanna hang out with me wutever, cause im not gonna waste my time with sum1 like tht. Well anyways its 5:48 lol. i Should hurry up.. ok well thats all i had to say today, if you feel like commenting leave a comment and uhh yea. lol. Oh and you know how ui was all happy at the beginnign fo this messgage? well now im really mad.ok kathryn over and out -

GrApHicS ~~~

2005-05-22T03:09:00.000+02:00

Im still scared. Anyways, here are the lyrics to my new song. Oh and i know i said i wanted something rebellish (rebellious?) and lol this layout may not be it. I'm trying to make some changes..so we'll see how that works out. Ok so Layout two! oo lol. By the way read the post before this or else your missing out on a lot. Ok right lyrics lol -

Try to tell me what I shouldn't do
You should know by now,I won't listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I don't care
Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Just freak out, let it go

You don't always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you don't care
Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

On my own
Let it go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just let me live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

Gonna freak out, let it go
Gonna freak out, let it go

dum di dum, so there you have it! read the post before this if you haven't already. Drop a comment or two cause i need your support. Alritey thats a wrap, kathryn over and out -

2005-05-22T00:17:00.000+02:00

Im sad, and scared. Your probably wondering why so lol leme explain. Basically i went to the docter today to sort out my toe. Well actually first my parents spent hours yelling at me because i dont take care of myself. Then we went to the docter to sort out my toe. Well why the docter was prodding it i was in a lot of pain. And of course he came up with a solution. I need surgery. Right now im freaked out because im scared i dont want surgery - i suck with hospitals - so i really need help. Im sad because i think my parents hate me because of my face..and my toe..and my teeth..and everything. I feel as though they just dont want me anymore. Well whatever. Well we are doing a prank on the boys. Brunas idea at first only i turned it into a prank. Im pretending to be this girl whos really pretty blah blah blah. Well the guys are falling for it and were having fun. Im alone in the house right now...im so scared. I dont want to have surgery. to think this all wouldnt have happened if no-one had stepped on my toe. so basically to everyone who ever stepped on my toe - even if it only was once - your making me go through pain and go through surgery and now im scared. Just leme live my live i cant ever run and hide i wont comprise cause ill never know. Freak out let it go. Alrighty well ive decided to change my song, and my template to something a little more..rebellish. Bye bye cute bees Hello rebel. Ok well anyways i talk to yall later, u can comment if ya want..nice to hear from people and know what they think (you can leave your own website address on your comment if you want) well thats all i can say right now - kathyn over and out

2005-05-20T04:45:00.000+02:00

I Love ****** meheheeee hard to guess cause a million guys have 6 letters for their name. ok well basically i spent the day at school making fun of omer. And im talking to britney right now and we are going over reasons os why hes a loser. pretty fun. lol. Ok well basically im mad at meli at the mo. because i dunno pissing me off a lil. and ya im selfish as hell ...but thts everyone elses problem ok this is our convo -

melina says:
do u know where to get cute menu dividers?
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
still workin on ur site eh?
melina says:
no... blog
melina says:
im on hiatus
melina says:
for candi-kizz
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
blog??
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
oh goddddddddddddddddddd
melina says:
oui
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
figure it out urself
melina says:
sheesh ok
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
if u can do a site
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
u can do a blog
melina says:
i just wanted to know if you knew!!
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
wel a) i do
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
and b) im not tellin u
melina says:
well a) poo on u and b) why?
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
stop copyyinnggg meee lets start with tht
melina says:
copying?
melina says:
why?
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
bleh yes
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
im doing a blog
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
and now ur doing a blog
melina says:
so?
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
i wus doign a site
melina says:
look its not cuz of u
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
and then u were doign a site
melina says:
i wanted to try it out
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
baa baa black sheep
melina says:
i did
melina says:
i wasnt good tho, and u helped me
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
baa baa black sheep
melina says:
but whats the problem? im confused...
melina says:
im not copying u
melina says:
u should see it as flattery
melina says:
try having a little sister
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
nah i c it more as..crap
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
try havin brothers
melina says:
i'd love to... no one would nag on u, no one would steal ur clothes, use up your nail polish, spray themselves silly with your perfume, break your brushes, stain your clothes, break your necklaces, lose your bracelets...
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
its funny u shuld mention tht
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
all my brothers do tht
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
only they hav different uses for it
melina says:
whatever... just please dont get mad about this blog thing
melina says:
my site was going downhill... i didnt know any more to add!
melina says:
anyway, i havent stopped it, im on hiatus
melina says:
and u want to close down pink fruit
melina says:
even if it was so good
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
basically i no its hard for u
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
use ur head
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
figure it out on ur own
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
u speak spanish
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
guess wut i dont
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
and yet
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
i visit 50 thousand friken
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
brasilian sites
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
every day
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
just to get stuff
melina says:
hey, brasilian is different
melina says:
dont think its a piece of cake for me either
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
portugese
melina says:
whatever
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
eh well
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
if i can understand it
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
and get it myself
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
then u shuld b able to
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
and if u cant
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
then ur stupud
..::gKaLeEn - 49g::.. says:
*stupid
melina says:
i will
melina says:
but i dont understand why you wont share it with me... if i knew, i would gladly give all of them to you
melina says:
but whatever

* wow rnt i nice ? ok ok im evil. im counting down the minutes till she blocks me..which should be soon or else wutever. ok well basically this is my life kinda a mess rite now. 50% chance of moving 50% chance of staying. u no this stuff and basically im dealin with ppl tht r jerks and yet dont seem to notice tht. Sabotagers iow. They "keep ur secrets" its so annoying u think they r ur friend but they just rnt.. and they r always so HIGH MAINTENCE. and annoying. but i guess the reason they r like this is because of me so i am like triggering off some kind of alarm or emergency system or something... lol. alrite im gonna try and be nice. ok i just apologised to meli. true i was in the crappiest mood ever. guess i just need a lil boost of energy or happiness from something, and school and givin me anythin. hmm lovely life eh? ok im gonna go listen to sum blink 182 it gives me energy (lol) - well i think thats all i can say wait maybe i might listen to some nirvana..mehehe In Bloom or Come As You Are - alritey then kathryn over and out -

2005-05-16T18:43:00.000+02:00

Hello world! 11 more days may i add..lol michelle if you were keeping track. Michelle, (evil michelle) saw coach carter WITHOUT ME - you can't watch it again until my bday lol. Alright well i haven't exactly added anything..i think i might make some signs that say welcome or whatever lol and just post them and you can take the codes etc.. And then the next post will be actually what i did lol. So yea there you go i will post my beautiful signs and then follow them up with a post. Ok im starting that tomorrow lol. Well i've been working on my party plan. This is how im planning it -

From school go to my house
Mess around
Go outside for a bit
Come back inside and set stuff out
Pizza Party!
Go to top floor, set out sleeping bags
Watch White Chicks
Pillow fight
Fall asleep *hopefully*
Wake up next day
Eat breakyy
Get ready
Go see Coach Carter
Come back to my place
Everyone gets picked up

oh fun! lol that's my schedule pretty much. oOo im reading this really good book, it's uh the second book in the Tales of the Otori series, its following up from Across the Nightingale Floor - oh btw the book im reading(forgot to mention this) is called Grass for his Pillow - by Lian Hearn lol ok wutever. I think it's a bit to old for me as constant..err..*it* happens in the book lol. so much for japanese people lol satomi. Well anyways if you lot have a site i will be glad to add your banner to my collection just like..post a comment cause i am not giving out my email.. *mehehehe* lol. oh yes we dont have any more knives they are all being washed for some reason.. i used like 6 yesterday..ok aim for today: Stop using so many knives

we'll see how that turns up...ok kathryn over and out

May 15th **

2005-05-16T04:29:00.000+02:00

I thought i might as well post up the lyrics for the song. Oh by the way i added music lol, and i made a button which you can see if you look to your right--------------------------------------> or at least i think. Well it's around there lol. You can upload it to your site and link me ; ). if you feel like it lol. Ok heres da stuff (i feel like da ice cream russian dude in White Chicks...Bring in da stuff!..lol)

I took her out, it was a Friday night
I wore cologne to get the feeling right
We started makin' out and she took off my pants
But then, I turned on the TV

And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And are still more amused by TV shows
What the hell is ADD,
my friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

Then later on, on the drive homeI
called her mom from a pay phone
I said I was the cops and your husband's in jail
This state looks down on sodomy

And that's about the time that bitch hung up on me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And are still more amused by prank phone calls
What the hell is call ID,
my friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And you still act like you're in freshman year
What the hell is wrong with me,
my friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?

That's about the time that she broke up with me
(what's my age again?)
No one should take themselves so seriously
With many years ahead to fall in line
Why would you wish that on me,
I'll never wanna act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

What's my age again...

may 15th

2005-05-16T01:36:00.000+02:00

ok, it's may 15th, oh wonderful days. Well it's the first day of my blog *applause**applause* lol well i've alredy added tons of stuff cause well i've done this a million times before. Basically my credits so far belong to Crystal Soda aka. Bruna. And well Templates By Marina..and other sites..lol. Well my life is pretty much boring woopee as it is. My bday is in 12 days, oh seldom. Well basically nothings happening at school, there's 5 weeks of it left so teachers don't care anymore. My toe is being cured..well not really but im trying to get it cured lol. I don't have much to say cept the fact that i'm bored. lol great days huh? Ok kathryn over and out -

2005-04-16T19:02:00.000+02:00

Pixel Names

This is the list of all the pixel names i have made. If you want to have your name done, email me or leave me a comment =)

*I'm trying to get all teh names available in all teh colors i offer, so if you see your name and would like it in a color i provide, please comment or contact me*

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